A break from the Points

I woke up about 3am this morning in agony as my penis was desperately trying to become fully hard and digging into the points. I had to remove them as it was just too painful. After that I had a great sleep. I think I'll use them during the day and keep them in over night as often as possible to try and train myself a little better, but sometimes you've just got to sleep!

Today I'm feeling great that I got to spend some quality time stroking 'M'. I don't think she understands how I can like doing it, but it just makes me feel like I have a role. When I'm not wearing my CB I get selfish and don't always give 'M' the attention she deserves.

'D' x

Comfort

It has now been 9 days that I've been wearning my CB, and I'm pleased to report that I hardly know I'm wearing it, other than the obvious times like going to the toilet or waking up with an erection. I'm sitting at my desk quite happily working away.

Interesting Night

After milking myself last night with my Nexus Excel, I decided to try to fit the free CB-3000 Points of Intrigue that came with my new CB-6000. This ended up not being too difficult, I just had to make the round hole on the POI a little larger as the CB-6000's pins are oval. I decided to go safe and try the smallest points and am so glad I did. I had a very interesting night.

I fitted the POI right before I went to bed and as soon as I lay down I got an erection. Wow! I didn't expect that feeling! It was a rapidly increasing sharp pain and the more it hurt, the harder I got until I was shaking. I tried desperately to think of something to make it go away, and eventually bored myself stupid with going over network infrastructure diagrams I have been working on. I must have had about an hours sleep before the same thing happened again, as I woke up with some pain. This happened almost every hour until the morning.

I'm going to give it a few nights to see if I can train myself to handle this otherwise I'll have to take them out. Maybe i'll try the longer points just for a laugh! :|

I'm back at my desk this morning missing home and almost wishing I was at home looking after 'M' and taking care of my house duties. Tonight I will bathe and shave 'M'. Can't wait!

'D' x

Who am I, What am I doing and Why am I doing it?

Who?

I'm 'D', a 30 something professional man living and working in London. I am very happily married so a beautiful, loving and caring wife with whom I have a young child. For the purposes of this blog, I will refer to my wife as 'M' or 'the keyholder'. We have been together for around eight years and have been very close since the day we got together.

We have a fairly normal sex life (for parents anyway!) and in the past, have experimented with all sorts of toys, positions, fetishes, dress-up and role-play. We openly discuss everything. I encourage 'M' to masterbate/play with toys when she is alone, bored or lonely, and to enjoy and discuss the experience rather that pretend that we don't do it.

What?

We recently found out that 'M' is expecting another baby, and having worn a CB-3000 for lengthy times in the past, I mentioned that it could be a good idea for me to wear a chastity device for the duration of the pregnancy. That way, I could experience, at least in some part, being denied any sexual pleasure during the pregnancy, as going on the last time she was pregnant, after about 3 months, she wasn't really interested in sex and for some reason I just didn't like the idea. I would also have to experience a less than comfortable lifestyle with no choice but to put up with it.

Unfortunately, my CB-3000 had broken a while back and I have had other things to spend my money on up until now. As the CB-3000 has a hinge that can cause alot of discomfort and sometimes pain during long-term wear, I looked for other options. I found that there was now a CB-6000 on sale, that has a re-designed ring which no-longer uses a hinge. Fantastic!

I did some reasearch, and ordered a genuine CB-6000 which arrived a few days ago. I spent the last few days making sure I am using the correct size ring, pin and spacer so I can wear this for a long period with minimal discomfort. The CB-6000 only comes with one key for the padlock, so I am getting another cut today so I can give them both to 'M'. One for her to keep and another to hide, just in case of an emergency. It does come with several numbered plastic padlocks, but these are easily breakable and they don't give me the same feeling that I need to be released by the keyholder. This way, we are both participating.

Why?

I am a big fan of wearing a chastity device for many reasons. Firstly, it's kinky, and that's never a bad thing in my book. It also turns me into a very obedient and attentive servant, slave and husband who loves domestic duties. I can't really explain why this is, but I genuinely feel happier when I looking after and pampering 'M'. Something she doesn't mind either. I'll happily wash-up, cook and clean now. These are duties I'm not usually so keen on. I should also mention that when the CB eventually comes off after a long period, the sensation of touching the penis is incredible. There is no other feeling like it.

Over the coming months (years?) I'll be blogging about my experiences to help other people and couples learn to love using chastity devices to enhance their relationships and lives, and possibly live in a tidier home!

'D' x